||[Mar. 29th, 2011|11:03 pm]
Dear Isaac, |
You have a lot of names. Izzy, Izzy Bear, Sir Isaac Donut, Gummy Bear, Goblin, Chompy Goblin, and Zack to name a few. I think Izzy is a great nick name and is almost as cute as you. Your grandma thinks Izzy sounds like a girl's name. I told her I know three Izzys and they are all boys (but I didn't tell her they are all derby names). Anyway, I know your parents will raise you with a healthy attitude about gender. Nana likes to call you Zack. I refer to you as "my nephew" as much as humanly possible, because I love remembering that I'm your aunt.
You're an itchy baby. Your doctor says you just have dry skin, but I think it's something else. I often think doctors are full of crap. We'll talk more about that when you get older.
I'm having a hard day and I know if I could hold you I'd be just fine. I look at lots of pictures of you instead, and that will help me feel a little better. I miss you, Izzy.