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Love Stinks [Feb. 6th, 2010|11:58 am]
Lindsay Lime
Ryan and I broke up. God damn it. I know the relationship was a lot of hard work, but right now all I can think about are the awesome parts that I won't have anymore.

I'm insanely busy for the next 3 days so that will probably be good. Going to Indianapolis today to ref a bout. Sunday I have a work meeting from 8-10, scrimmage from 12-2, a derby meeting from 2:15 to who knows when, a haircut at 5, and ref practice at 7. I probably shouldn't have committed to 2 practices on a day after I ref a bout and before league scrimmage. My feet are going to hate me. Maybe I should reschedule my haircut. I'm starting to panic a little about everything I'm trying to fit in tomorrow. Monday I work all day then have scrimmage. I'm going to be the most tired ever. That's probably a good thing.

Next Saturday I got invited to ref in Milwaukee, and the weekend after that is our next bout. Jimmy says to ref the pain away. Sounds good to me.

I miss Ryan. I've never known anyone like that boy...I wanted to be what he needed.

[User Picture]From: oxlahun
2010-02-06 06:29 pm (UTC)
Big hugs.
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[User Picture]From: polyfrog
2010-02-07 12:57 am (UTC)
You have my sympathy; breakups suck no matter what the details of who or why it's happening.

Have you a plan for the travel to and from Madison? I'm planning on going to the Brew City game Saturday and continuing to Madison from there (thus arriving quite late Saturday), and returning Monday morning. You are as usual welcome to accompany me.
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[User Picture]From: maxchaos
2010-02-07 02:26 am (UTC)
damn. I'm sorry. That sucks. I'd offer to drive around singing pop punk break-up themed songs with you, as it is one of my favorite coping mechanisms, but with your schedule it sounds like I should substitute a hug or a free punch to the gut (you= puncher) next time I see you.
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[User Picture]From: newyuk
2010-02-07 03:00 am (UTC)
Hey have you heard about this website?


I love it. You'll love it.
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[User Picture]From: newyuk
2010-02-07 03:01 am (UTC)
sorry if this doesn't help the heartache stuff..
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[User Picture]From: meaning_making
2010-02-08 10:28 pm (UTC)
Take good care of your heart, Lindsay. Sounds like you are. Sending love from the mitten.
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